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[November 26, 2009 | 1:09am] |
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Mayday Parade - Anywhere But Here |
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Thanks to the people who cheered, you guys were awesome! And thanks Rezaini for lending us your bass. Really appreciated that! And members, I've learned so much over these 3 short days.
Which means Taylor Swift is off my iPod for at least a week. I swear I got a headache when i heard it in the bus because some kid thought it was cool to play Taylor Swift with her mp3 on full blast. Well, it wasn't. Haha!
And I've earned a super bright student in Katie today!
Awesome day, but lecture starts at 8am tomorrow. This is fucking reality, damn!
So let me think of how to word it
Is it too soon to say "perfect"?
If I could find another thirty minutes somewhere
I'm sure everything would find me
All that's left is just to sing
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[November 25, 2009 | 12:12am] |
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FOB - Sugar, We're Going Down (DAMNNN) |
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The damn thing is tomorrow and I've finally memorised the parts. I'm still thinking about when to play clean and when to add in the distortion, though. And I still have not made up my mind about my distorted tone. I just hope and pray they have a proper clean channel for me.
They'd never know I'd believed the lie that i made up.
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[November 24, 2009 | 2:03am] |
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youbelongwithme/lovestory zzz |
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Dear Fran and Jessamy,
I don't know how I would live without you two babies. If I'd have to spend the rest of my life with just you two I'd be contented. Thank you for the music, and, along with it, the joy, sadness, pain and other emotions.
Love,
Nov.
I fucking love my guitars. Who says you can't love inanimate non-living things. They are certainly more trustworthy and deserving of love than most people. I shall change Fran's pickups soon! Okay, time to find a job. Or rather, commit to one. I'm hungry.
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[November 21, 2009 | 7:52pm] |
It's been three fucking months. It felt long sometimes, especially in sleepless nights. On the other hand, it felt short as well. I think I'm really fine right now. There will still be some of those nights, but yeah. I 'm feeling pretty proud of myself. It was pretty tough. Letting go's the hardest part. Thanks for choosing that guy. It's hard to let go if there's no assisting forces. But since somebody was there to pull you away from as well, it made things a little easier. You don't know how much you being with him helped me.
Thanks for letting me go and thus making me grow. Whoa, it rhymes! Ha, whatever. For awhile i wanted to be stronger to be better than the rest, now I just want to be stronger for myself. Because when I'm at my best, no one can touch me. Why compete when you're supposed to be above them. I am a vampire. Vampires don't eat, and vampires don't fight with people. We kill them. And eat them. But not before we make them feel we want to fuck them. And we all look hot.( Okay, I am basing everything on movies like Twilight/Jennifer's Body/other vampire flicks)
I'm like super happy and contented with how things in life has been panning out. In fact, things are going on so well I don't really want it to pan out any further. Therefore, I shall sleep in five minutes with the thought of my perfect life. So that at least for a moment I'm not conscious of whatever is changing around me. Because things that are the same will mean one thing to you, and then will mean another in another moment.
Oh, well. I'm really beat. Thank you, again. I hope you've found better things to fight for like me. But, as you know, I still won't wish you two well.
After you die, you'll come alive.
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